
I know damn well this will just go back to 399 or something again lol.
Sooooo I'm sorry for not being very active lately. College has been really busy and I've been more focused on what's going on in my life. I know life hasn't been really good lately, with a lot of unexpected things happening, and I've felt really bad about a lot of things. But RIGHT NOW I think it's good to just move forward even if it hurts.
I'm doing fine. I've just been extremely busy at the university, and it's been hard for me to make a lot of pixel art because I'm filled with schoolwork and life itself. I'm mostly just doing commissions right now, and some of those aren't even finished yet. So I'M REALLY SORRY to everyone whose commissions I had to cancel and to those who are still waiting for their animations. I'm really sorry it's going to take so long to finish.
I've also been trying to quit smoking. It has become such a big part of my life now that I honestly miss the time when I didn't smoke every day. But I already have someone who makes my life feel warmer, and I don't want to lose that warmth ever again.
I never really expected that I would love someone again, and that person ended up becoming the biggest fan of my pixel animation. I love her, and I don't think I could ever repay her for how much she has loved and supported me.
I don't want to say too much about myself other than this: I'm happy that I got some help, and I'm slowly learning how to manage myself better. Even though I'm kind of broken, I'm really grateful that she's still there for me, even my family.
She's my light and my life. I want to keep making her happy, and I'll never make the same mistakes again. I've learned from them, and I don't want to hurt someone I truly love ever again.
I love you, my Honey Bun.
Other than that, thank you. I'm really happy that people still enjoy my pixel art. Thank you, everyone, once again.