Hi, for anyone wondering or something, I just want to make my head feel a little more normal. I'll still be posting my art, and I am open to collaborations and art commissions, but for now, I'm limiting myself from talking to everyone too much.

So I'm semi-active. You can still contact me for collaborations and similar things, as such, I'm not gone "Yet", just taking care of something. That said, I might not respond super casually. Expect replies to be more like an office worker: professional, not chatty.

I guess here's a song or something I made back in March.

I was originally going to give this to someone, but I think it's better that I don't.

The Foolish Fellow

Can everyone hear me? Can everyone listen to me?

I want to sing a song for you and to

All about the storm and the wind

In my twisted little mind

I've been waiting, so alone, so long

So please, please, please…

So gloomy I can't hear

The song that I want to sing

A song, but I can't,

Because it hurts.

The more I know, the more I feel alone

I smiled and lied just to feel something

for those

The words from my mouth

Aren't as divine as you

Oh, I want to sing a song

A song that is true

I wish I were the magic man

Who could make people happy with a touch of my hand

But the magic fades too quick

I wish I were the clown who can make everyone smile

With my jokes and simple tunes

But my makeup always fading out

I wish want to be the one

But I can't even won

The more I know, the more I lose control

I smiled and lied just to feel something

for those

The words from my mouth

Aren't as divine as you

Oh, I want to sing a song

A song that is fool

Who am I?

Just

But

All

I

Am

Is just

A fool

Foolish fellow filled with love and pain.

All the words I shout are rain

But my heart still beats with joy

For you, and all

So please, can everyone hear me?

Can everyone listen to me?

I want to say I'm okay,

Like I breathe in the wind.

The words from my mouth

Aren't as divine as you

But still I want to sing

Even if it's not true

I want to sing a song

A simple song for you

But who am I?

Just

But

All

I

Am

Is just

A fool

Foolish fellow filled with love and pain.

Waiting for someday the storm to chase out

And the sun to go up

And the rainbows are at the top.

So wait for me… or don't,

Because that's all.

YOSOS PIXEL ART & ANIMATION COMMISSIONS

Is this considered as Spamming??

ANYAWAYS!!

Hi, Nice to meet you all I'm Yosos and I'm excited to announce that I'm now accepting COMMISSION!! for my pixel art and animations.

yey!!!

For the past 3 years now many people have asked if I take commissions or if I get paid of what I do and my answer was always...........no

but now, it's YES

A MILLION YES!!

Anyhow, I won't always be available due to my schedule so I'll be taking around 5 to 10 requests at a time. Please keep in mind that each piece may take some time to complete. soooooo you know....

The pricing starts at $6 and may vary depending on the complexity of the request for the individual.

you can message or contact me on here or my other Accounts:

NEWGROUNDS

TUMBLR

BLUESKY

KO-FI

That's all for now....Just wanted to share this update. I'm a bit busy but feel free to reach out if you’re interested. Thank you ^^.

BTW, I wont do:

GORE

NSFW

LANDSCAPE

and bai ^^

Hello nice to meet all of you people! I'm Yosos the..... pumpkin man artist or whatever I am lol.... I just wanted to take a heartfelt moment to say THANK YOU for 600 fans! I know this is a little late because life has been keeping me busy and shit at the same time I didn't want this message to carry any sadness like before *cough* *cough* 500 *cough* ahahahahaha but I really want to express just how incredibly grateful I am to every single one of you. Newgrounds has given me some of the best memories of my life It has been a awesome journey filled with laughter, some hardships, and even a few regrets to this day. I've grown so much from my early days of being an Anime shitposter on the BBS General, to a funny guy I guess??, to a struggling bastard, and now…... Well I'm still figuring that out. But one thing is certain..... I am different from who I once was and I am proud of that growth and I owe so much of it to all of you. Every single person I've met here, whether a friend, supporter, or even enemies has helped shape the person I am today. I never imagined I would stay here this for soooo long, meeting a lot of cool and interesting people yet here we are. I am beyond grateful to have found Newgrounds and this wild, creative, fucked up, and wonderful community it has^^. Thank you for noticing my art and animation,for watching it evolve, and for embracing me through all my changes my style, my animation, my choice of software, and even my mindset. I hope to stay here creating and engaging until the very end of me or time....until my hands can no longer draw and died. This place is truly a wonderful site, this community is the truly best I've been. It makes me truly happy and I wouldn't trade it for anything. Even though I did't start here by posting my old art, Newgrounds has become my home. Sooooooooooooo Alright then this is going to be long sooo let's dive in… To my very first follower @UggoSonno wherever you are you dumb fuck thank you! for the first ever person who followed me ^^.

I hope you have a great day.

@Olskoo without you giving me those supporter badge and the best idea of drawing art for users in here I wouldn't be the pixel artist I am today. Im forever grateful for your kindness and belief in me dude thank you.

@Parradx you've been here with me the longest and I still enjoy drawing you as a reference to some of my art while you Avatar it keep changing it for many year still remember the first time you ask me to Drew you an art of your old persona ^^... 

@HAL0GUY you were the first person to make me a piece of art of me in this website and I still keep it as my banner as a reminder of how much that meant to me. It's still fucking incredible and I hope to see you around in the near future old friend.

To my closest and friend @WVDB you are one of the coolest and most honest people I know Even with your cynicism I always appreciate your opinions and your art. Our interview together back in 2022 was still the best for me even if I was just goofing of, I'm so glad you invited me into the group I couldn't ask for a better friends. To my fellow friends: @Taka, @Shai-p, and @TheShokBlok you are all incredibly talented and I loved working with you guy I'm deeply sorry for how I acted back then, and I know you've forgiven me but I still want to say it that..... I'm really sorry and more than anything I'm thankful. I hope we cross paths again someday of doing collaboration or arts. To @Drazah, I'm so glad we became friends for 4 years now (Technically 5) You helped me grow in ways I never expected lol. The friendship I have with You, WVDB, @Sparkeybro, @CrockettDK, @Vampfairyx, and especially @PudgieDaFrog means the world to me. Thank you all for being part of my life journey my friend. To my idol @ScepterDPinoy I'm always a little shy when talking to you because I've admired your work for so long. You've been a true inspiration to me and I cannot thank you enough because of that. And finally to my beloved @Whimsical-Wife thank you for always being there. I always cherish everything you do for our friends like @Doumierstar, @SilkCaesar, @Nebulate, @Creeperforce24, and many others I could name. And for me too........ you've done more for me than words could ever express. The art you've made of me, the support you've given me.... I will hold onto it forever. You are the greatest thing that has ever happened to me and from the bottom of my heart I wanted to say [[[[[[]]]]]]]. To all my followers or fans thank you for being part of my odyssey. I had planned to create art for all of you but time has not been on my side SOOO you know..... Just know that I appreciate every single one of you. I may not always be able to do as much as I want for everyone and I wish I had more time to contribute to projects and create for those who have supported me.... I am incredibly grateful for the kind words, the amazing art, the comments, and the fact that so many of you are still here sticking with me. You all matter to me and I hope to connect with each of you through art or something else in the future. And of course lasty, a huge thank you to @TomFulp for creating this incredible site he's a legend HE'S A GOD AMONGST MAN!!!!. Without him none of this would be possible. Thank you everyone and I love you all....

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okay bye ^^

Hey, it's me, Yosos. Soooo... I hit 500 followers. That number feels like it should be something to celebrate, something I should be proud of, and maybe a part of me is, but honestly? I'm not sure how to feel about it. Younger me would've been over the moon. He would've sat at his old computer refreshing the page over and over watching the number climb, notifications popping up one by one, making him feel like he mattered. Like he existed. Like he was useful. That version of me thought if enough people noticed him maybe he wouldn't feel so lonely anymore.

But now? Now I don't think it matters. I don't feel that excitement anymore. I think I've just learned to live with the feeling of not really existing in any meaningful way.

I've realized I'm not important in people's lives, or maybe I am to some, but only in a fleeting way. Most of the time I'm just there. Just a name, a face, or a profile they scroll past. And the more I think about it the more I realize how easily I could be replaced. Like I'm just another toy, something people pick up for a while before moving on to something better.

There will always be someone better than me, someone who makes more sense, who fits better, who's more fun to be around, who's more active, who does more. And that's fine. That's life, right? But it doesn't make it hurt any less. Having followers doesn't make me feel better. If anything it makes me feel worse. More people watching means more pressure, more expectations, more ways to mess up. It feels like I'm standing in front of a crowd I didn't ask for, waiting for someone to point out all the ways I'm not good enough. I don't even like the word fans. It feels so wrong. I never wanted a following. I never wanted people to look up to me. The idea of being idolized honestly terrifies me because I know I'm not someone worth looking up to. I'll just let people down in the end. I always do. Sometimes it makes me wonder if people actually like my art or even me, if they care about what I create, or if they're just here out of habit. Do they even notice me? Or am I just another account they scroll past? I don't know. I don't feel great about it all today. To show my gratitude though, I thought about making some pixel art or animations. If you message me on Newgrounds within 24 hours or whenever, I'll try to create something for you. But I want to be honest, I might not get to everyone. Some might take a long time, others might not happen at all because of my schedule or just how I feel. Sometimes it's hard to even try. And no, I'm not doing anything NSFW. It's just not my thing anymore. I don't know if this is enough. I don't even know if it matters. But it's the only way I can think of to say thank you to everyone who keeps following this account, even if I don't fully understand why. So yeah, thanks for 500 followers. Maybe we'll hit 600 someday, or maybe we won't. Either way, happy New Year. I hope to see you all next year. Maybe things will feel a little better by then.

Hello Everyone ^^!! So.... I finally set up a Ko-fi account! Yey!!!!!! soo If you feel like throwing some cash my way no pressure.... but.... ahhmmm... you know, I wouldn’t mind. Okay I made this because I remembered a message from someone on Newgrounds ages ago (I think I got alot of message like this too but I always deleted messages to save some space soo I'm sorry about that ) and he's telling me I should consider taking donations for my art of something like that??. but back then I was like "Eh, maybe someday…^^" Well it only took me two years but here we are!! Still figuring out how it all works but feel free to check it out if you’re curious And as always thanks for the support everyone ^^

Btw: I don't do art commissions yet.. I havent really considered it because I'm still Busy doing College and I thought this Ko-fi thing can help me for my tuition fee or buying some books and medical apparatus to use for my college stuff . anyways Bye ^^

https://ko-fi.com/yosos

I just finished this a Minute ago, Anyways I'm 19 now can't believe I'm still alive and doing College....... I'm not really sure what to say all I can say is that doing fine, I'm Just need to fix some of my personal problems Soo yeah that's all for the Updates.... Bye ^^

Thank you for following me and sticking with me on this account, even though I don't post a lot due to various reasons like mental health, studies, and other personal matters.It makes me a little bit happy and somewhat motivated to create pixel art. It’s funny to look back at my old art and see how much it has changed.

Even though I often feel alone and disappointed in myself, it brings me joy to see so many of you enjoying my art. I’m really thankful for all of you. Maybe I’ll post more art after my graduation, but I’m not sure yet.

Thank you to everyone who follows me, enjoys my art, and to those who have become my friends here. Thank you for 400 followers!

I'm 18 now!!!!!! I guess I'm legal now........idk what it means. Anyways no pixel art for today sorry but I bought a new computer (with the light thingy) sooo yeah ^^ That's all.

Hello everyone,

I want to start by apologizing for not posting much Pixelart lately. I've been extremely busy with my school studies as I'm approaching Senior graduation, and I find myself feeling empty every day after I get home. Additionally, my computer has been giving me some trouble lately, so I want to apologize for any delays caused by these issues.

I'd like to share something personal. It's no secret to those who know me on this website that I've been struggling with my mental health. I've often felt like an alien or an outcast, both in real life and sometimes online. I lack close irl friends to hang out with or even talk to, and I've been constantly battling depression and other mental challenges. These struggles have sometimes turned toxic, not only for me but for those around me, due to my negative thoughts and beliefs. I've even faced bullying because of my mental health issues, and I've isolated myself, believing that sharing my feelings wouldn't matter because no one could help me, and it's good for others.

For the past few months, I've been trying to come to terms with my situation. No matter what changes I've attempted whether it's trying to be more positive, becoming a happier person, or helping others for there problems it often feels like it doesn't matter. People still judge me and view me as an idiot or being naive. I've found myself agreeing with their judgments, and it has all left me feeling numb.

I'm uncertain if I can change myself any further because I've exhausted all efforts to transform, only to return to square one. I feel like I'm sinking deeper and deeper, and all the time I've dedicated to helping others and myself seems to have little impact. This numbness has even made me question if I truly hate myself or not. In this state of uncertainty, I'm not sure about much anymore.

Anyway, that's all for today. Again, I want to express my sincere apologies to those of you who are still waiting for your pixel art requests. Your understanding means a lot to me.

Thank you ^^.