Hello everyone,

I want to start by apologizing for not posting much Pixelart lately. I've been extremely busy with my school studies as I'm approaching Senior graduation, and I find myself feeling empty every day after I get home. Additionally, my computer has been giving me some trouble lately, so I want to apologize for any delays caused by these issues.

I'd like to share something personal. It's no secret to those who know me on this website that I've been struggling with my mental health. I've often felt like an alien or an outcast, both in real life and sometimes online. I lack close irl friends to hang out with or even talk to, and I've been constantly battling depression and other mental challenges. These struggles have sometimes turned toxic, not only for me but for those around me, due to my negative thoughts and beliefs. I've even faced bullying because of my mental health issues, and I've isolated myself, believing that sharing my feelings wouldn't matter because no one could help me, and it's good for others.

For the past few months, I've been trying to come to terms with my situation. No matter what changes I've attempted whether it's trying to be more positive, becoming a happier person, or helping others for there problems it often feels like it doesn't matter. People still judge me and view me as an idiot or being naive. I've found myself agreeing with their judgments, and it has all left me feeling numb.

I'm uncertain if I can change myself any further because I've exhausted all efforts to transform, only to return to square one. I feel like I'm sinking deeper and deeper, and all the time I've dedicated to helping others and myself seems to have little impact. This numbness has even made me question if I truly hate myself or not. In this state of uncertainty, I'm not sure about much anymore.

Anyway, that's all for today. Again, I want to express my sincere apologies to those of you who are still waiting for your pixel art requests. Your understanding means a lot to me.

Thank you ^^.